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Is this Lucy Maud's suicide note?

The following text was found alongside Montgomery's bed in her Toronto home on April 24, 1942

From Wednesday's Globe and Mail

This copy is unfinished and never will be. It is in a terrible state because I made it when I had begun to suffer my terrible breakdown of 1940. It must end here. If any publishers wish to publish extracts from it under the terms of my will they must stop here. The tenth volume can never be copied and must not be made public during my lifetime. Parts of it are too terrible and would hurt people. I have lost my mind by spells and I do not dare think what I may do in those spells. May God forgive me and I hope everyone else will forgive me even if they cannot understand. My position is too awful to endure and nobody realizes it. What an end to a life in which I tried always to do my best.

Excerpted from Lucy Maud Montgomery: The Gift of Wings. Copyright © 2008 Mary Henley Rubio, to be published by Doubleday Canada and in stores Oct. 25.

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